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Decapitating this love object
No further principled toleration
Anally fistfucking and gouging the shit
Smearing the fecal cream all over myself
Smearing it all over her dead body
Cherishing with love and hatred
Masturbating to the charming sight
Ejaculating all over the masses
Disconnected from the superego
Erupting from the sea of the unconscious
Inundated with the pleasure principle
Failed to be controlled by the ego
Conforming the father figure no more
The unconscious fear of the vagina
The unconscious fear of castration
Hence my immoral fascination for faeces
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Through the psychosexual stages
Primitive lust formed in my psyche
Social repression and sublimation
In the fourth stage of the latency
Conformance towards survival
Surrounded by darkness and screams
Walking on this path of the afterlife
Away from my previous sphere
Leaving my physical form
Endlessly crawling in this labyrinth
Discharging libido from the medium
Transforming into a phallic body
Covered in forming sexual organs
Penetrating my own cavities
Reaching orgasm amidst death
Vomiting cumdrenched aura
An ugly entity
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Libidinal dynamism formed through the reflection of self
The ideological structure and the image of the Ideal-I
Entirely leading me to being a part of the Symbolic Order
Upon being controlled by the linguistic system
I reject the norm and fail to hide all my depravity
Inversely interpreting the binary oppositions and the phallus
I repeatedly kill and copulate with a misanthropic urge
They are destined to perceive the total materiality of existence
Among the Other I am one corrupted signifier
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Amidst the uncanny semi-preconscious
The undiscovered part of the psyche
Blooming bowels exposing their petals
Lymphatic blobs interconnecting on the red walls
Killing, genocide, death, approaching the real
Yet ambiguously stuck between the three orders
Circulation of the mental states back and forth
Vomit, faeces, saliva, urine
Nonrepresentational and imperceptible
Adipocere and blood interlocking on the red walls
They are penetrating each other
Need, demand, and desire
Languages and symbols collapsing
No rules and no dictates of society
Yet representational and perceptible
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The self and the maternal, the self and the others
Humanism and animalism, culture and what precedes
Pre-mirror acts of separation, pre-linguistic boundaries
Inevitably and forcefully falling back into the chora
Where pre-representational drives and desires originated
Which led me into the realm of the figure father
The body and psyche of mine, dwelling in the pool of disgust
Orifices vomiting and leaking all the semiotic assemblies
Fear and horror becoming abstruse pleasure and hatred
Obscure intention to abolish against the linguistic society
I am one of them, dwelling through, eliminating the Symbolic
The phallus is to be devoured, sacrificed to the yoni
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Meanings collapse, subjects and objects become one
Generating the notion of one’s own materiality
They are there, dragging us, engulfing us, being us
Cadavers laying still, molested and deformed
Defecating oversized flesh, disgorging aborted feti
Fear and disgust, death becomes real, for the Real
The one that keeps erupting among the Symbolic
Pre-narcissism, prior to the experience of language
Primally repressed, reoccurring upon encounters
Discharging death, oozing bodily liquids, decayed
Failed pregnancy, oozing vaginal liquids, decayed
Unsignified death, what is not, I reject, I abject
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Excretory organs spewing formlessness
Ubiquitous putrefaction and putridity
Planes of indecipherable cadavers
Each covered in membranous slime
Shrouded in brownish fog of decay
Not known, not desired, still joyed in
Like the death drive, I keep returning to it
Necrotic menstrual fluid gushing out
Of the crotch above soaking the entire
Necrotic excremental fluids gushing out
Of the other cavities soaking the entire
Continuous pregnancy and abortion
Non-phallic and insensible revulsion
It keeps luring, it keeps dragging me in
It’s adoration, it’s passion
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Minds in perfectionism
Lurking through the eyes of mercy
Prepared in prayers for grace
Self-destruction takes over the pain
Impulsive acts of derangement
Prolific acts of narcissism
Poured in the reign
Spread through the waves
Becoming alive in delusive purity
Vomited into backward existence
Invocation of the real mindset
In prosperity and awful mercy
Profane and omnipotent euphoria
In the globalized mindset and concept
Forced penetration through its perspective
Thus suffocating the void of nihility
Wall of the bounded rationality
Built by the army of propaganda
Mercy and justice merged
Into a lunatic imagery
Living in delusional beliefs
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Malicious icon of evil
Served as a figure of the boundary
Images of violence in preserved animosity
Allegiance in contemptuous propaganda
Self-proclaimed throne erected
Replacing the true dynamism
Erasing the real animism
Nihilistic reformation of humanity
Behavioral tendency ruined its essence
Life becomes terror
Death become a destiny
Carving scapegoat figuration
Colossal pretentious omnipresence
Premature, awful, heretic
Terrorizing mindset in ages
The whole structure of propaganda
Perceptive feelings of existence
In a dismal way of thinking
Amiable imbecility over divinity
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released May 12, 2021